NAKED 2  WRITE TIME: 2003.4.27- 23:00       
 
Dark night, I was naked, nearly.         I cannot find my clothes.      Who took them?      It was consternation at the clear place.         Suddenly, two hands by my bust,around.          Coming to the front of my bust       Touching me,teasing me.        But I am helpless.          I cannot see straight the hands master.         Oh, but I am feeble.I cannot push the hands aside.      I was crying out.      Soundlessly around.        Just the heavy sound and shortness of breath.         Brimming libido and expanse...         His fingertips running my nipples.         After his hands, sliding to my belly, belly below, below again......        Ah!....          ".Who? Who are you? Devil ....bug off! Take your fucking hands....."           Howe'er the wholeness is not finished yet.            I can feel his breath....        Oh it's nearness to me.....nearness to me....          I want to struggle back....             But seems like cotton, flabby, abruptly, cords emerge.....               Tied to my hands in succession, my feet cannot move.           I'm possessed to break loose...        Oh my head cannot move.       My neck entwined by an unknown thing.      I feel decompensation.       Blood vessels and blue veins inflating...     Then that big hand petting my face soft....so softly.                Like a lover's hand so warm.....              But I still cannot see anything....             Except the hands.....            I am peaceful. Hypnotized.      Bit by bit....         I am not fearful anymore.        I was unfixed my mind beginning.           I am into the touching little by little.       Suddenly the big hand tears my chiffon to pieces....       Uttermost....      Hands...straight from the shoulder knead my body.      Knead my bust , knead my nipples....          I want to cry out again.              But I discover I cannot make a sound.                  Horror struck in one's eye.               And confused heart throb.      A hand still tackles my bust.         Becoming a fact, pushing in my private parts.            Barborously.....        Ah! My one nipple in pain.            He's sucking me, he's chewing me,he's biting me.              Sound of breath, pressing...            Sound of heart,throbbing.                I am tense.       I want to gather up any part of my body.        Even as I was tied to the dark place.        I feel I am shrinking and expanding in my private parts.           I feel I am so hot.         I feel something filling my private parts.....in and out.....in and out, ceaselessly.

I feeling asphyxial. The asphyxial coming soon... ...

I am wake up with a start. Oh, just dreams.